This month has been the most hectic month I have ever had in my whole life. I am hoping to unwind on New Year's Eve... Please. Ryan is working all night - yay... Haha not.
I've been really off lately though, all this stress has completely stolen my Energy and I'm thinking that I may have to go to the doctors and be put on a new anti depressant. I was taking cipralex but it wasn't helping what so ever so I stoppe taking it and now over the past few months I have felt so overwhelmed. All I want to do is sleep or eat and it's really catching up to me, especially with having a child.
I have this whole vision of this supermom that I want to be, but something is holding me back from it. I'm sure my depression has to do with my weight but I feel like I've tried everything and nothing is working. I am honestly starting to feel like a lost cause. I'm struggling with it a lot. I miss the upbeat, positive, energetic girl that I used to be. I want that girl back.
No comments:
Post a Comment