I am the biggest blogger fail, but i just don't know what to write about! Life is stressful right now, it's really really really hard and I have absolutely hated this month but hopefully everything will be done and over with before New Year's Eve. It seems to be one thing after another, but hopefully it's done...
I am so fed up with people lately, but I have no choice but to deal with it lol. Anyway, Tyler is growing up so fast!! He is officially 18 months old today and I have no idea where the time has gone. He's running, jumping, talking, giving kisses. It's unbelievable how much he has grown...
Ryan and I have been talking about having more children but I am soo in love with Tyler that sometimes I don't feel it would be mentally possible for me to have another child. We have also talked about fostering children before even thought that would be a long time down the road but its something Ryan is really interested in, mainly because he was a foster child before and wants to use his experience. To help other children. - I am still wanting to go to school for social work, I just need the upgraded English & volunteer hours. It's something I have to work for but I really also want to be a SAHM but I know it's not financially sound for us, even though we survived this month somehow. Ryan has been applying at more jobs to supplement his one job at the liquor store and he has decided if one of the serious jobs he applied for doesn't work out then he may look into trade work because he doesn't want us to have to worry anymore. I would love to have a stable income, so we could buy a house so hopefully that time will come because I don't want to be renting forever.. That all I can think about for now.
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