As I mentioned before, I am still waiting for my period to come. I've taken 3 pregnancy tests and they have all come back negative so I will be going to the doctor next week to find out what the heck is going on! I'm still as completely drained as I have ever been and still lacking in motivation to do literally anything. I'm probably also going to talk to the doctor about depression because I am rarely ever happy anymore. I'm happy if I'm surrounded by people, but there's nothing I can do about not being happy when I'm by myself because I can't be around people 24-7. Mostly all the girls in my family (Grandma, Aunts, Mother) take anti-depressants because depression runs in our family so hopefully the doctor and I can figure something out. Once the doctor gets to the bottom of my missing period I am also going to be starting birth control because I am so tired of worrying that my period isn't going to come! I'm hoping that I will be applying for a job in the next week or so because it would bring some extra money to our household and probably make me feel a bit better about myself. There is a Tim Hortons right next to my apartment that is hiring so I will be looking into applying there, for either nights or graveyard that way I can still be with Tyler! Tyler's appointment with the optometrist went really well and he doesn't see any issues right now but he let us know that if Tyler's pediatrician still thinks there is something wrong then to send him back and he will check his eyes again. Ooh, we also just got Tyler a crib off of kijiji for 20$. It's not the fanciest thing but it's a lot better then a playpen so I am happy with that! He is basically crawling now, and his first tooth is about to pop through!!
Ryan and I are doing pretty well also which I am really happy about. We have been together almost 17 months and are still as happy as we were in the beginning of our relationship. I'm looking forward to our life together. :) Anyway, that's all I can really think about for updates right now but I'll be blogging again soon!
xo
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